MJ| it'll all be a dream.

I'm feeling better now, still cried a few times though, but the pain is slowly fading away. I can listen to his songs now, that's quite a good start although no ballads as of this moment, though listened to 'You are Not Alone' cover by Kirt. Everything else is a coping session for me. Well, the only reason I feel so down is the comeback tour, I read an article off yahoo, probably give you the idea why.

"There was that Michael that was just like no one else and no one else could touch," he said. "The shame is that new generation won't see that — but we all came close to being able to see it again."

read article here.

guess it'll all be a dream then.