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Showing posts with label message. Show all posts

Friday, November 27, 2009

Test.ING







trying out my camera :)

had a few shots and lookee my fave from the bunch

edited it a lil added some fitting quotes to it and posted on my tumblr account, anyhoo will post it here too

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

uplifting my haitus & venting out

I did say I'm going haitus but truth is I'm not really on complete haitus I'm pretty active on my TUMBLRBLOG and most certainly on my twitter account lol. the reason why I blog because I want to vent--just let it all out. Twitter is handling that tumblr has really been for my randomness coz' its easier to post there. so here in my blogger account I'll use this for updates and such articles news whatever will be posted here. in that case I won't be posting as much compared to previous months.

btw, I did say I'll come back with my TII review seriously up to this date I'm still blank since that tragic day and I'm still high from TII so I don't think I can have a pretty good unbiased objective review regarding TII so I think I'll leave it just that--since don't wanna delve so much today, coz' I'm trying to block zombie mode...don't even want to watch the date right now.

UPDATES:
Check out the 'THE TRUTH' please do read Charles Thomson's post it corroborates what Aphrodite Jones is saying about 'media biases' -- 'conspiracy' against Michael.

I'm sick of bullshit, I've gone through all the crap the media is dishing out the TRUTH needs to get OUT THERE !!

**VENT**
It's getting really PATHETIC FRUSTRATING and UPSETTING one more mother fucker out there I swear IF YOU DON'T/WON'T GET AN EDUCATION...FOOL keep your opinions to yourself !! I'll teach you FACTS and I'mma let you eat it!! shove it down your throat !!

I'mma make this clear I'm not pissed coz' you hate on Michael I'm pissed coz' FOOL YOU DON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FACT & OPINION and its sad !! most of you are even PROFESSIONALS !! where's your education?? ETHICS?????? it's sickening and SAD!!

HUMANITY WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?? ONE MINOR CRYING FOR DECENCY !!

*VENT END*

Thursday, November 5, 2009

HAITUS!

I've thought about & yes I'm taking a LONG HAITUS from the blogging world.
my last post would be my review for 'This Is It' I know its a bit late but I'm trying to sort things out and be more objective of what I truly feel about the film & probably the whole thing.

as of now I'm still high from This Is It adrenaline so I can't really formulate sentences LOL and projects are piling up... so yeah I'm taking a break.

but will be back :)

comeback Sunday for my objective review of This Is It.

for now I'll just give you this...I'm a Michael Jackson fan & I'm blown away by the film how much more if you aren't? now go and experience a genius in your lifetime :)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

taking a break....but I'm back.

ok I know I haven't posted in a while. school's taking it's toll on me & I'm currently busy finding work to finish my OJT--school stuff. so I'm back now. uhm yeah new ramblings off a TV show. FlashForward. Californication & 30Rock.

so I'll be posting my thoughts here. ohhh I have a treat for you (MJ FAM)

Sunday, October 4, 2009

My Other Blog.

okay, my tumblr account has been somewhat dormant lol since it's easier to post images & videos there I will make use of my tumblr account for my edited pics, projects, videos my work and other artsy stuff.

Initially marsville is fire & ice; red & blue.
mars is a red planet that's why I used red & blue is my fave color that's why I use blue.
why fire & ice because I'm so contrast. plain & simple

so this would be my 'fire' blog whole lot of nostalgia, randomness, ramblings & rant would be posted here.
my tumblr account would be 'ice' randomness, creativity & projects - art stuff

why black background on this blog?? because I love black. lol :P

have a look see on my other blog
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Saturday, October 3, 2009

New Banner

whoop di di, a good friend of mine made this for me out of kindness lol ahaha greatly appreciated!
will be using this for 2months straight since October-November will be Michael Jackson heavy if Michaelmania will extend til' December then I'll be using this banner. ;)

here's the banner


oooh and check out his blog too |sostylisto.blogspot.com|

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Stevie Wonder's speaking up!


RESPECT! oh is it watch it till the end! wooohoooo!
I'm loving the artists right now all of em are just effin' the media. hahaHA!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Black or White: Wasn't nothin strange 'bout Michael Jackson

THIS IS A FRAKIN' GREAT READ!
i'm putting a link on my heed.
I suggest ya'll spread this article and
credit the man link it through his page.

Black or White: Wasn't nothin strange 'bout Michael Jackson

by @whatrickythinks

As soon as Michael Jackson had the bad luck to have his first tribute handled by the nincompoops at BET, I knew that this issue would start falling along racial fault lines. As soon as Jamie Foxx said "he's ours..a black man" and Al Sharpton smelled the spotlight I knew this would get OJ-ey real quick. I'm okay with that. I know that in my lifetime whites and blacks won't get along. Fuck it. I'm comfortable enough with my white friends to have semi-intelligent conversations about race.

So as I saw Bill O'Reilly trending on Twitter I looked and saw black folks really railing against Bill O's comments on MJ. An uncomfortable amount of the talk was really ignorant and uninformed. I wanted to "snatch the microphone" from them like McCain did when that stupid old lady said Barack was an Arab. Remember how McCain winced and shook his head like "No, no, no you stupid old hillbilly, stop, please, you're embarassing my campaign with this idiocy?" In his mind there were viable arguments against Barack Obama that didn't involve her rural stupidity. In my mind there are viable arguments against the Michael Jackson haters that don't involve ghetto stupidity. So I'd like to proceed with those. Now, I don't think the opposition to Michael Jackson as I've heard it could be called racist, even though it's coming almost uniformly from whites. I just think it's stupid and hypocritical.

Michael Jackson appeals to black people just like Frank Sinatra appeals to Italians or Manny Pacquiao appeals to Filipinos. Having a hero based on ethnicity is nothing new. People say Michael bleached his skin white, and had three white kids. He also had the blackest of upbringings. Look up Gary, Indiana and tell me Michael Jackson's not a black icon. I'm not a shrink and I can't analyze why Michael did what he did. Maybe he despised being black. He wouldn't be the first person. Who gives a fuck? Obviously not us black folk.

I've heard people say Michael Jackson was "strange" because, among other things, he "hated the skin in which he lived" and had so much plastic surgery. A celebrity had plastic surgery? That's as shocking as a sunrise. Michael Jackson was vain and was insecure about the way he looked. Yea, I don't know anyone like that.

If you aren't vain and insecure then I would ask women to please go to a social event without makeup. Don't cover up those bags under your eyes or those blemishes. I'd ask gentlemen to not try to comb over their bald spot. Or try to tease their hair in such a way that it hides their thinning locks. What hair you have left, please don't try to hide the greys with color. Girdles and wonderbras have to go as well. Those unnatural fat burners surely must be eliminated.

Michael Jackson was weird because he slept in a hyperbaric chamber? If that's weird what do you call laying in a tanning bed?

Is it weird to drastically increase the chances of getting cancer just so you can get a little darker? I guess about as weird as someone bleaching their skin.

On the "He's a pedophile" issue, my opinion is this: 60% of me thinks Michael Jackson did something beyond sleeping in the same bed as children. That's my opinion, however. Personally, I wouldn't let my young child sleep in the same bed as a 40 year old man and I wouldn't let my kids stay with Michael Jackson. But sleeping in the same bed as kids is not a criminal act. He was found not guilty of child molestation. And lest anyone think that his trial was hijacked by "dumb niggers" like the O.J. Trial, the racial makeup of the trial was as follows: 7 Whites, 4 Hispanics, and 1 Asian. No Blacks. I imagine they had a much more informed opinion about the allegations than you did, right? Not guilty.

It's not like anyone hasn't made up being sexually assaulted and everyone just assumed the accused was guilty. Duke Lacrosse Team, anyone?

I can tell you who definitely was a pedophile: Elvis Aaron Presley. When he started messing with Priscilla Presley she was 14 and he was 24. No one disputes this. Priscilla said that they didn't have actual intercourse until they were married, but they did other things that were sexual. So assuming that's true, Elvis was 69ing with a 14 year old girl. That's absolutely a criminal act, even in Kentucky. So if you're not into supporting child molesters, you need to burn those Elvis records. I didn't hear anyone telling the Honky Tonk Man to stop impersonating a pedophile.

Drugs? Really? We're upset that an entertainer abused drugs? The Beatles did every drug known to man and probably made the best music known to man because of it. The "greatest songwriter that ever lived" Bob Dylan, introduced marijuana to them. Elvis? Please. Marilyn Monroe is without question the biggest icon of American beauty and she was a drug-addled homewrecker. I'm not asking you to take down their posters or pictures from your office. Don't ask me why I'm interested in MJ.

In addition, let me ask you some questions. Are you addicted to porn? Jack off much? Do you have a vibrator or dildo or maybe a vibrating dildo? That's basically what drug addiction is: searching for that "by yourself buzz" It's often a victimless crime. However, how about drinking? When was the last time you've driven drunk? I go to bars all the time and I damn sure don't see every person getting into cabs or having designated drivers. What's worse: a drunk driver or a person who is addicted to painkillers?

Michael Jackson's death was a monumental event. Easily the biggest event of the Internet era. There is no better indicator of what's inside a person's mind than what they search for on the Internet when no one's around. Yahoo said MJ's death was the most searched item in history. The non-stop coverage was commensurate to the level of interest. And if you believe in some hokey "code of journalism" wake up and smell the capitalism, please.

If you really cared about what was going on in the world, you know where to find it. Every single link on cnn.com wasn't devoted to Michael Jackson. In newspapers every article wasn't devoted to him. In no way did his death stop "more important" news from being reported, except on the aptly named "idiot box." Do you only want to see news on the "idiot box?" If you're illiterate, I understand. But if you are, you need to stop wasting time complaining about Michael Jackson coverage and learn to fuckin read.

Apparently you didn't realize this already, so let me tell you again. Arguably the most famous person who EVER LIVED died; someone who sold 750 million records. Perspective: That's like if everyone in America had 2.5 Michael Jackson records. Basically Michael Jackson sold more records than there are hands in America. Can you imagine how much money Michael Jackson's talent generated and will continue to generate? 1 billion people watched the memorial. How many people in the history of mankind have ever had 1 billion people watch anything they did? You cannot diminish Michael Jackson. If you try you might as well call Mt. Everest a hill.

So everything about the Michael Jackson death that you loathe, likely makes up a large part of who you are. To paraphrase the great Snoop Doggy Dogg and Dr. Dre "When you dis Mike you dis yourself...Hell, yeah"

Friday, July 31, 2009

Iverson chokes and talks about Mike.

I'm a huge Iverson fan. I admire this man as an athlete and as a person. He may be just 6'0 tall but he has a heart of champion. Passion overflows when he's on court no wonder I like him like Mike both bleeds passion. both kinda have a similar paths, similar media attention, similar bashing from here and there but who cares let the media and people talk shit -- time will come they'll be eating those sh!t.


Iverson talks about his program some MJ mention on how dehumanizing media can be and how sick people can be. *sigh* sad sad world.

Friday, July 24, 2009

MJ| Bury the Never Ending Myth of Jackson as Child Molester

Bury the Never Ending Myth of Jackson as Child Molester
Original Post here.
by Earl Ofari Hutchinson


Political Analyst and Social Issues Commentator
Posted: July 8, 2009 08:11 PM

Websites, blogs and chatrooms pulsed with garish cracks about it. Legions of commentators and news reporters snuck it in every chance they got. More than a few of Michael Jackson's fervent admirers and supporters made a dismissive reference to it. Even President Barack Obama in a cautious acknowledgment of Jackson's towering contributions to American music and artistry still made reference to the "tragedy" in Jackson's life which was a subtle nod to it. And New York Congressman Pete King skipped the niceties and flatly said it.

The "it" is the never ending myth of Jackson the child molester. It still hangs as a damning indictment that feeds the gossip mills and gives an arsenal of ammunition to Jackson detractors. This is not a small point. In the coming weeks, there will be a push to bestow official commemorative monuments, honors on and a national stamp for Jackson. The taint of scandal could doom these efforts to permanently memorialize Jackson.

The child molester myth doesn't rest on Jackson's trial and clean acquittal on multiple child abuse charges in a Santa Maria courthouse in June 2005. Only the most rabid Jackson loathers still finger point to that to taint Jackson. The myth of Jackson as child abuser rests squarely on the charge by a 13 year old boy a decade before the trial and the multi-million dollar settlement out of court. The settlement, then and now, feeds the suspicion that Jackson must have done something unsavory and probably criminal, or else why settle?

Sixteen years later, though, the facts remain unchanged. The charge that Jackson molested the boy was brought by the boy's father. In interviews the boy repeatedly denied the charges. This changed only after he was administered sodiumamytal, an invasive, mind altering drug that medical experts have frowned on and courts have disregarded in witness testimony.

Prosecutors, police departments and investigators in Los Angeles and Santa Barbara spent millions of dollars, convened two grand juries and probed nearly 200 witnesses that included 30 children, who knew Jackson to try to substantiate the charge. Not a single corroborating witness was found. Nonetheless, a motley group of disgruntled Jackson's former housekeepers, attendants and bodyguards still peddled the story to any media outlet willing to shell out the cash that Jackson had engaged in child sexual wrongdoing. Not one of the charges was confirmed. Typical was this exchange between one of Jackson's attorneys and one of the accusing bodyguards under oath:

"So you don't know anything about Mr. Jackson and [the boy], do you?" "All I know is from the sworn documents that other people have sworn to."

"But other than what someone else may have said, you have no firsthand knowledge about Mr. Jackson and [the boy], do you?"

"That's correct."

"Have you spoken to a child who has ever told you that Mr. Jackson did anything improper with the child?"

"No."

"Where did you get your impressions about Jackson's behavior?"

"Just what I've been hearing in the media and what I've experienced with my own eyes."

"Okay. That's the point. You experienced nothing with your own eyes, did you?"

"That's right, nothing."

When asked at the time about the charges against Jackson, child behavior experts and psychiatrists nearly all agreed that he did not fit the profile of a pedophile. They agreed that the disorder is progressive and there are generally not one but a trail of victims.

The myth of Jackson as child molester never hinged on evidence or testimony to substantiate it, but solely on the settlement. Why then did Jackson agree to it?

No charge stirs more disgust, revulsion, and pricks more emotional hot buttons than the charge of child molestation. The accusation stamps the Scarlet letter of doubt, suspicion, shame and guilt on the accused. The accused can never fully expunge it. There is simply no defense against it. Under the hyper intense media glare and spotlight that Jackson remained under, the allegation no mater how bogus would have been endless fodder for the public gossip mill. This would have wreaked irreparable damage on Jackson's ever shifting musical career and personal life.

A trial in Los Angeles in the racially charged backdrop of the Rodney King beating, the L.A. riots, and pulsating racial tensions in the mid-1990s would have been risky business. A trial in staid, upscale, and majority white, Santa Barbara County would have been even more risky.

Jackson and his attorneys knew that when it came to the charge of child molestation the presumption of innocence, or even actual innocence, is tossed out the window. Though Jackson did nothing wrong, a trial would have left him, his reputation and his career in shambles. The settlement was the only pragmatic, logical and legal way to end the sordid issue.

The settlement under extreme duress must not sully his name and place as an honored American icon. The myth of Jackson as child molester must finally be buried.

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Earl Ofari Hutchinson is an author and political analyst. His weekly radio show, "The Hutchinson Report" can be heard on weekly in Los Angeles onKTYM Radio 1460 AM and nationally on blogtalkradio.com
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Finally some facts and unbiased analysis.
It pains me so much that all these came out after Michael's death
as I've said many times over that I'm an Invincible era fan (2001) and I've experienced the whole MJ trial, not really a good MJ experience as a fan but you know what I got my family, friends and the whole media pointing out the reason why I should not Idolize this guy--the impact it had in me was the opposite it gave me a negative view on the world and just kept admiring this man.

A couple of jokes here and there is not bad, really I'm not blind with the whole Michael Jackson persona but for fuck sakes treat him as a human being.this sensationalism they had on him, the media world not wanting anything pro-Jackson--that's unbiased and injustice! Not to forget all those mother fuckers out there who believe every crap the media states! Fuck it's sickening to gut, it's complete ignorance and bigotry!
I'd like to quote Michael 'I can't believe this is the land from which I came' -- truly sad world we live in.

to all haters the more you bash him the more I admire this man so before you laugh your ass off thinking you've done it well eat my crap! 'Good art Never Dies and Legacy lives on'

Goosebumps back!

Finally! whew It sucks when your laptop can no longer accomodate your 24/7 sessions.
I'll be sleeping my ass off for quite sometime til' I pick-up my laptop and It'll be fresh and new then I'll have another 24/7 session then it'll break again then same thing happens so on..blah2 okay.

Moving on as I've said I'm happy I 'm able to sleep now, long-relaxed-sleep, thank you laptop for giving up on me you gave me rest now let yourself be repaired. I know what your thinking, I'm insane coz' I'm speaking to an inanimate object--forgive me. I'm still hiiiiiiiiiigh from what they were talking about and I tell you the goosebump's back!

It's been a while since I experience it now I'm bound to be a total wreck--countless of daydreaming...uhm, days...okay. I'm not complaining its just is. I know I'm not making sense right know...anways just felt like letting this emotion out, gadd I just miss this.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

MJ| Craig Ferguson - Farewell, Michael Jackson


I've always loved Craig Ferguson.
Hilarious man and so is this
Respectful message for Mike too

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

MJ| Beyond Music is a Man of Greatness

**Warning: This is an OUT POUR**
very very long message hence the term used

The best work I made for the King!
Michael, Thank You for the inspiration.


It has been a more than a week since MJ's passing and I'm truly doing fine. I miss him yes especially when you throw in some facts of not seeing him again--OUCH but I know he's in a better place. All I'm saying is that Michael....rest! 45 years of work, pouring your heart out for the fans and to the world. It's now time for you to take that rest.No one can hurt you now.

The MJ memorial was truly an amazing, spectacular event, an event that is so moving in so man levels I can't help but cry and smile at the same time. I'm crying because you left this world too sudden, I'm smiling because your in a better place Moonwalking with God and angels. I used to dream and hope that one day I could experience your greatness and I was really happy when you announced your comeback, tagging it as the last and final curtain call I was a bit sad because it'll be your last but I was smiling because at least you're back, Sheer entertainment heading our way, in my time, my generation, Michael Jackson blowing brains off again.

All these came to an end on June 25, 2009. The world just stopped on that day, worls replaced by tears, the heartache I felt was so extreme the whole day was---up to this day I still have no words to describe the tragic event. Forget all that for now I see clearly why God has taken you away from us, The things you've endured through your life-- who knows what grave weight you're carrying but I do know that it's too much for one man to carry. I also knew that you fought and fought,never gave up, always trying to better your best and become great, even when you're already on top, being the greatest that you are, you still find ways to top your greatness, always in competition with yourself, proving your all even if you've done it thousand times over. This is why you're the greatest you just kept moving going and every step is better than before.

I'm proud to be a fan! I'm proud to have seen you perform, never seen you live, never met you but this is why I felt a huge lose like I lost someone close to me because your 'music' isn't just music-- it's a total out pour of your feelings and emotion combined with genius and creativity.

Tuning both CNN's TV and Internet coverage of the memorial, hearing different views, opinions and was glad that they cut Pete King's statement was glad that for once The Media had MJ's side on that, them talking about 'crossing the line' so nice to hear even for just two hours finally no haters except some who are saying shi!t on Facebook but couldn't care less. Fuck Them!

Last minute searches with regards MJ's body, hoping it'll be a close casket in which I'm glad that it remained close. I want to remember a happy and smiling MJ in my memory. Moving on, people started gathering outside staples center, CNN mentioned a somber feel to it, I was hoping that the memorial would be a little jaunty because I don't want to cry again. Yes the memorial turned out to be somber but it was so nice to see, so shocked to see the fans so well behaved lol except a few screams but If I was there I would scream my ass of with 'I love you Michael' and 'King of Pop forever'. When the memorial started, the body was in, I was so touched that the brothers carried the casket, I was glad because I'm not crying nor holding back my tears.

Loving the White gloves from the family--a touchy moment.

Smokey Robinson delivered a letter from Diana Ross, speech, then Maraiah Carey with Trey Lorenz singing 'I'll be There', followed by Da Queen! Queen Latifah delivering a wonderful poem 'We Had Him' written by Mary Angelou just made smile and 'awwwww'. Powerful performance from Lionel Richie 'Jesus is Love' Damn was he belting it out. Berry Gordy-- it's always good to hear Motown years. MJ montage nice to hear Mike's voice. Stevie Wonder got me teary eyed especially when he delivered the line "As much as we may feel that we need Michael here with us, God must have needed him far more."

Next up, LA's SHOWTIME, Magic Johnson and Kobe Bryant,(subjectively speaking I agree with both of 'em,MJ's influence is beyond music they maybe basketball players but they're inspired how MJ works and just really give it all.) Jennifer Hudson performs, one of my personal faves, 'Will You Be There'--this song did not give justice Tears kept pouring out, MJ's voice played and yes Mike, I've always been and will always be there. Al Sharpton people should really watch this part all I can say is amen Brotha' amen, "I want to say to Michael's children, there wasn't nothing strange about your daddy, it was strange what your daddy had to deal with."

John Mayer
mellowed down the tone (after that 'kick-ass' message from Rev. Sharpton) by performing 'Human Nature' (instrumental). Then major meltdown, Brooke Shields seeing her trembling, admiring her courage to speak, and even delivered a comic relief, We needed that treas were unstoppable. Her message from the 'Little Prince' did it, was already having a hard time breathing and whadd ya know Jermaine's up next singing 'Smile' which happens to be MJ's fave song *sigh* was really hard to smile--I tried. (Mike covered this song and in my opinion Jermaine's version is quite good -jazzy feel t it) Martin Luther King III and Bernice King threw in some inspiring statements--being the best of what you do.

Congress Woman Sheila Jackson
Lee the first part *hats off* edumaction for those who does not understand the constitution!Watch! Usher, man I like you as an artist, dancer, performer and after your performance 'Gone Too Soon' my respect for you just grew and You should sing ballads--those kind of ballads. Smokey Robinson takes the platform, The young talented Shaheen Jafargholi powerful vocals, we'll be seeing you soon kid. Kenny Ortega talking about MJ's rehearsal days bittersweet moment.

'We Are The World'
and 'Heal The World' I was actually glad that MJ's band sang it instead of the stars--I dunno how I can explain this but if your thinking otherwise I didn't mean it to sound bad..it was kinda like right for it. IMHO.

Heart wrenching.
Brothers takes the mic, sadness was evident.
Marlon's speech stings, I couldn't breathe plus his last message-- I needed a bucket.
was hoping for Janet to speak then suddenly realized paris wanted to speak up and when I saw them trying to adjust the mic, I'm like 'no, no I can't take it, I stood up faced the wall, heard her voice, and started deep breathing'....I know how much Michael loved his kids, I never met the man but seeing and hearing countless interviews him talking abut how he loved his kids just made me imagine what if I was in her situation and you know what I don't even wanna think about it.

After those heart wrenching messages from the family I though I can breathe, When I heard Man in The Mirror we were like 'nooo and awww' gadd, it was much worst, they dimmed the stage, turned on the spotlight and the mic just standing there--empty. My mind flashed an image of Michael performing and reality just kicked in - I can never see him perform again. Again I'm doing fine, it hurts still but 45 years, I repeat 45 years of competing with yourself, in your own league, proving all your worth, Mikey, you are the best entertainer that ever lived on this planet, Michael it's time for you to rest, Thank you for your Music and Inspiration.Your legacy will live forever.

~1958-forever~


Saturday, June 27, 2009

MJ| Lisa Marie Presley's Blog

click to read.

I've decided not to post the whole message from LMP.

When it comes MJ & LMP subject,the MJ community is split into half or so I believed.
I for one was pro and never doubted their short lived marriage. Through the years I've somewhat followed LMP's career, even bought her album. She would do interviews and would say 'not-so-nice' things towards MJ and the whole marriage thing. The one thing remained constant was she would always say She loved HIM. If that was a lie, a set-up and all the sh!t the press said She would've not said it over and over again. Just my MO.

With regards LMP's blog I'm as blank as I was yesterday, it's not a bad thing it's just.....just read the first part. that's all I'm saying.

Message to my Cats (friends)
to my concerned cats-- I'm doing fine, I'm not hurt anymore, just sad, it's not a bad thing, I'm progressing. lol see ahahah I making lame jokes now -- progress ;) seriously thanks for your concerns.

Friday, June 26, 2009

.Michael Jackson.

truly the most tragic event that happened in my life.
I'm still in shock, no words can describe how I feel.
I don't even know how to react.
Half me wants to believe that it's all a dream, a joke.
Part of me is at ease that MJ is in a better place. Finally he's off from tabloids and other loads crap!
but the most part, I just can't believe that I can no longer see & hear MJ sing, even for the last time.

It's too soon, too sudden.

He's few weeks away from his comeback tour, was looking forward to it, anticipating...and bam.
It's really hurting.... I've tried to distract myself with things, school went on smoothly but now, I'm here on my own, the pain stings. It really hurts!

My message:
Mike, I know you're in a better place.
I'd like to thank you for your Music.
Truly an inspiration.
I may not been a fan since day one but the day I became one, you have been a part of my life 9 years running and that would be 'til eternity.
Your my influence even this blog site bears it. The number 29 that's yours right there.
Maybe that's why I just can't stop this tears from falling...you moved me.
as corny as it sounds I don't care.
I don't even give a damn that you don't know me.
Here I am a stranger to you, loving and admiring you.

One Man can make a difference and that's you.
We've been over this a million, billion times.
I don't care what people say about you, what people think about you.
I listen to Music without prejudice!
Music is YOU.

Mike, you will be truly missed but I'm certain your music will live forever.
almost 4 generations and that wouldn't stop there!

I love you.
King of Pop.
King of Music.
The Legend.
The Greatest.

Rest In Peace Michael.
1958-2009

To all MJ Fans:
I've always loved the MJ community and always will be.
I love you guys.
Let's have this whole day for grief and sorrow,
let everything out
and after this day,
Let's kick it right back up.

06.25.09| The day I'll mourn forever.
don't take this the wrong-depressing way, what I meant with my statement is that, MJ has a place in my heart, it's a great loss, that's why I'll always mourn, but not longing kind of way, it's just that it's such a great loss, too many personal factors involve that I doubt it'll get fixed.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Blogging

I made a blogger account centuries ago and let flies accommodate it. I always thought 'why would people give a damn about reading what I think' but here I am actually typing my way into the 'blog' world. Why I finally decided to activate this account? simple, I'm bored and I'm an impulsive creature so it is in my nature that after 'what the heck' phrase I've come to a decision...post my incoherent, nonsense, stupid thoughts online.

Truth be told I actually have no idea or whatsoever to post here though I will assure you that stupidity would be frequent

as I've said If you're bored, this is the right place to kill time 'cause believe me, I will waste your time, fully -- kidding

**WARNING!**
this blog site would have abundance in nonsense and incoherent thoughts

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